Ruminations 4

Ruminations of the Universe #4: Expressing Will

Many of the people who consider themselves spiritual are actually cutting off their source with a hyper-morality that makes even Christianity seem innocuous in comparison. Referring to each other in only the most glowing of terms, they are polarized to such an extent that reality is left far behind. Boxing themselves and each other into a tiny corner of rose colored words, anything that doesn’t fit in to their preconceptions is judged with a ferocity that would make the promoters of the twin tablets of stone envious. The most dangerous aspect is that they take the language of love and use it to manipulate others. Collectively shunning dissenters they consider their own perspective above and beyond all else. They consider it only a matter of time until everybody else sees the light and agrees with their version of events.

The most dangerous thing to souls entering the body is the denial imposed by the world. The sprouting bud of spirit is tender and sensitive. The ways of the world are harsh and numbing. Again and again the truth will seem an affront to those bound by habit so they will attempt to push the soul back out and control the other’s behavior in response. The soul longs for justice and is repeatedly betrayed by others who are self centered and oblivious to the greater universe. The pain builds over time and that part of you which never had a voice needs to find itself and express in totality what it is feeling. This is the Kundalini and a gift of our Mother the Earth. Do you think this crushed aspect of the soul is not going to be upset or angry for having been denied the right of existence?

Deprogramming is one thing and finding your power is another. The first thing that controllers claim is that expressing feminine energy is being negative. Take note! Extensive observation proves repeatedly that this is an early resistance that the birthing soul has to overcome. Care not what is said and how you are seen. Do what you have to do to make room for your soul to enter the world. Be willing to sacrifice all social interests, because a great reorganization has to occur. Soon you will see who your real friends are, and who has simply been using you as a means to their own end. Be ready for the guilt trips and the expectations. Even watch for them to continue playing the game, including you even though you aren’t there! One favorite trick to draw you back in to drama is to act like your stepping out of madness is a conflict that needs to be resolved. Sometimes a person needs to walk away and stay away.

If you want to be here alive as a soul, you need to roar with an expression that shakes the foundations of all rigid concepts. We are a fluid process that gets stopped up by the demands of humans upon one another. Life on Earth is natural and easy. All that we feel resistance towards is perpetuated upon the surface by the Zombies who know not what they do. We can be like Christ and forgive them but that does not mean we have to spend our precious time with them. They will fry the circuits and keep the flower from blooming. Find an environment that cultivates the truth of who you are. If you can’t find one, take the heroic step of creating one and offering your oasis to others. Everybody doesn’t have to like you or agree with what you are doing. The relief of recovering your lost fragments through powerful expression makes possible the fruits to come.

~Christopher Moors

12/01/2006